Not sure where to start with this. Seems like things have changed since Dec 21st when Weston jumped my husband & that finally drew the last straw between a brother & a sister. Last time I talked to him is on Christmas evening when I yelled at him to stop calling me period. Seems like everyone is pissed cuz we pressed charges on him and who gives a fuck if he could of KiLLED Brian. not only that he stood there and done that shit in front of our baby girl,all I could hear was her screaming and crying "My Daddy" I knew right then and there I had to stop choking my brother and call for help but he ran off like a little pussy. My husband laid there looking like he was lifeless and was rushed to the hostipal. Yea that night is like a flash back and I dont tell Brian this stuff. I am lucky enough to still have him here with us,His insurance money is not enough to replace him. I honestly love him for who is he. I cant bare living this fucking life without him.
Christmas day was very nice,I spent the whole day with my loves and our baby loved all of her presents.
We cook up some turkey in the slow cooker. Then we all went over to my parents the next day to open more presents from Santa. Everything went very well,everyone got along surprisely and was told that Kyle and his girl are pregnant and everyone wasnt mad about that like they were when I told them I was pregnant with Breanna.
Everyone barely spoke to Brian & I the whole time, awkward visit tho. So we all came back home and then Steve came over. I was pretty much sick with the sinus infection. Had a great time with Steve with us for a couple of days. New Year eve rolls by and nobody bothered calling us so we made plans with our neighbor and had a wonderful time with them. Got drunk and played Rock Band all night long til about 5am lol.
Pretty much I am losing my family slowly. I guess we arent important as much as Layla is. So we tend to keep to ourselves. I met a great friend thru one of Brian's co worker. They are wonderful people. I have been hanging out with her for the last week. Beautiful kids and Breanna always seem to have a good time with them. I tried calling my mom last night to tell her what was going on with Krista bitch. But she didnt have time for me or want to listen so its whatever. I deleted alot of people from my facebook, Seems like everyone is drifting away from me not sure why or what for. Pretty sure cuz of Brian but I really dont care if anybody likes him.
Yesterday morning little miss dare devil had her dresser & tv fall on top of her. Yea she thought she would climb her dresser to change her movie and then it all fall on top of her but she didnt break anything accept she got a bruise on her left ear. Then this morning she got mad about something and then went to the bathroom and locked herself in there knowing the door was gonna keep her in there cuz its was going out or something
But she couldnt get it to unlock so we picked the lock,nothing worked. So after about 20 times of kicking the door Brian rammed himself into the door and finally broke the damn thing open to get her out LOL.
But we took the door from the downstairs closet and put it back on the bathroom.
Daddy saved the day as usual. I swear that child is gonna give us a heart attack soon!
We thought the terrible twos were gone but seems like she doesnt want to appreciate anything in this house.
Far as Brian & I marriage goes......
Things are actually better,I have had the best 10 days with him being off of work due to the holidays and much needed time together and they were prefect and brought us even closer and much stronger. I am even more in love with him then I was 3 years ago. I am realizing now just how important I am to him. He does everything and anything for me & bre but mostly for me. Its been almost 4 years since we have been married and almost 6 years since we have been together and I dont think I could trade him for another man. He' mean the world to me. When we get along and actually agree on things,life is better lol. He may not be prefect,I am ok with that. everyone is entitle to make mistakes. we all learn from them someway.
I am proud to say that I am taking much better care of myself,no I didnt drop the ciggerattes.
I am losing weight,I started in November I believe. I have lost a total of 13lbs. I was 213 now I am down to 199lbs :) I am hoping to get to 190 by my birthday [31st of January].
Trying to get pregnant again before I give up totally, Hoping GOD will grant me this one wish this year.
WOW I wrote alot. I had to get some stuff off of my chest there lol.
well until next time!
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