My NEWEST GREAT neice is here!

Introducing Adyson Marie<3

Born August 8th of 2011

5lbs 7oz 17.5 inches long

Proud Parents 

Kyle & Lou

(my nephew & his beautiful girlfriend)

She was in critical condition with her blood level being so low.

But she is doing better but we are all praying hard so her parents can have her home.

She is so gorgeous,She is a spitting image of her daddy when he was born expect the hair color.

Hard to believe I have 3 great neices & 1 great nephew.

Our family keeps growing & growing!

I love my family very much. 

LOVEEE this song - california king bed

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this california king bed
Were 10000 miles apart
I been california wishing on the stars
For youre heart on me
My californa king

Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So how come when I reach out my fingers
It feels like more than distance between us

In this california king bed
We're 10000 miles apart
I'll be california wishing on the stars
For your heart on me
My californa king

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused when I asked ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this california king bed
Were 10000 miles apart
California wishing on the stars
For youre heart on me
My californa king
My California King

In this california king bed
Were 10000 miles apart
I've been california wishing on the stars
For your heart on me
My California king

:(

I have been without a computer & internet for 3 months and since I have gotten a new computer & internet back,I dont feel creative anymore. I really want to design but I am just stuck in nowhere land. Things have been really crazy for the last few months and its taken its toll on me big time. I am lost and confused now. I need my designing mojo back. I am also lost at what all to write as well but I am back hopefully for good and just maybe I will get back into the designing mood once I reteach myself all this shit again. Well thats a little better now that I got all that off of my chest. Anyways I should be back tomorrow with some "good news" maybe lol.

Bloodtype

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Courage

'"Courage is not living without fear. Courage is being scared to death, but keep doing the right things anyway."

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Mini Corndogs

Omg these are my daughter's favorites & Perfect for them little kids with little hands =]

mini corndogs

1 egg

2 tsp onion powder

1 pack corn muffin mix

2 tsp garlic powder

3/4 cup milk

1/2 cup flower

1 package mini hotdogs

skewers

1) add eggs, muffin mix, garlic, onion and milk. mix all together

2) put flower in another dish and insert skewers

3) heat oil to 375

4) put each hotdog in flour and dip in batter

5) cook for 2 mins

Diamond Candles

http://www.diamondcandles.com/products/candle-sample-pack

A ring in the candle. I am so excited to get my first set of these =]

My favortive sites

http://www.eternitylove10.proboards.com

http://foreverminedesigns.blogspot.com/

http://newestaddiction.forumotion.com/

Crock Pot Candy

Ingredients

1	16 oz. jar roasted, unsalted peanuts
1	16 oz. jar roasted, salted peanuts
1	12 oz. package semi-sweet chocolate chips
1	bar (4 ozs.) german chocolate, broken into pieces
3	lbs. (two 24 oz. pkgs.) white almond bark, broken into pieces Directions 1  Put ingredients into a 4 or 5-quart crockpot in EXACT order as listed. Cover and cook on low 3 hours. DO NOT remove lid! Turn off and allow to cool slightly. Mixture will not be melted but will be soft. Mix thoroughly and drop by teaspoon size cookie dropper or a teaspoon onto wax paper. Let cool thoroughly. Makes approximately 150 - 170 pieces. NOTE: This candy is made best by following the recipe to the letter. Make other variations and changes at your own risk, as this is the voice of experience speaking. Please take into consideration that it may alter the quality of the finished product. Thank you and LOL! **NOTE: There seems to be discrepencies in the terms crockpot and slow cooker. This recipe is for a crockpot which, when on low, will only melt the ingredients. A slow cooker will get hotter and start to cook the ingredients, thus resulting in an inferior product. Please be aware of what kind of appliance you have. It seems the older "crockpot" works best. There have been some who have burned their ingredients because their appliance is too hot. The makers and manufacturers of these appliances seem to interchange the description of their appliances calling slow cookers crockpots. It seems that Rival owns the name crockpot, therefore, others can't use the name crockpot, they are slow cookers. It's very confusing, but slow cookers, indeed, cook hotter, which could result in burning of this recipe. There are many discussions and explanations of this subject within the comments.

All this new technology that I proudly own is amazing!!

I finally got my hearing aids in =] I am so amazed by them. Everything is done with bluetooth.

Breanna Joy

I live for you, I'd die for you. I'd go to jail for the rest of my life with a smile on my face, to keep you safe!

First hearing test in 7 years.

So I finally worked up a nerve to get my ears tested since we werent able to afford it. I have lost 76% in my left and 72% in my right ear and I was disappointed in myself for getting them check yearly like I was suppose to and I realized my baby was talking more and I didnt want to miss out anymore then I already have the last 2 years. I am amazed how much technology is out there now for us deaf and hard of hearing people. My husband's work insurance covers $5,000 dollars of hearing aids and every 3 years I will need new aids. I ended up getting some bad ass hearing aids!! Top of the line ones...I am very proud to announce we ended up spending $4,751.32 dollars on these bad girls lol. I got 2 chestnut browns aids very small behind the ears ones, with hot pink & glitters molds. Comes with a remote to control the tv adapter [a streamer] a port for my tv,mp3 player,and a thing for my phones [includes my home phone] like a blue tooth thing & a mic for people to talk into to get my direct attention,they promise me that it will blocked out the wind and background noise! Awesomeness right?!? I know I was so EXCITED I even screamed in the elevator on our way out to our car lol. I will be getting them next Monday [ I know I have to wait a whole week for them,I am bummed] I wanted to borrow their example for the week but they couldnt loan them out =[ But when I do get them I will for sure post pictures of everything before I install them all lol. So I have warranty on them for 2 years and all I have to worry about is being very careful with them on the 3rd year until I get new ones,By then who knows what new technology they come out with then lol. Well other then that I am a happy lucky girl. Lets hope I will prove my mom wrong about wearing them lol [love you mom]. Anyways see ya next time.

Brian's surgery [Tuesday morning]

Brian's surgery went GREAT. He was walking yesterday without his cane for the first time in a month =] Well this morning he woke up in severe pain and very sore,But of course he is up and walking around because his doctor ordered him to continue his normal routines. He goes back on the 14th for his post check up.

[The day of his surgery 4/05]

I will post his picture of his back when its fully healed.

[April 11th...The tape kept coming off so I took it off. Its healing and its the size of a pencil lead. My camera phone doesnt do any justice for this picture. Its not bad as it looks.]

He has a check up this Thursday @ 2pm I will update what the doctor said about his back =]

Monday the 4th of April [Warning these pictures are GRAPHICS]

I had my front top & bottom teeth extractions done and they had to take out a couple of bones =[ But I am looking forward to a beautiful smile =] I go back to get some pernment bridges done and deep cleaning and fillings done soon.

[Before surgery 04/04]

[The day of my surgery 04/04]

[Tuesday morning 04/05]

[Bruising really bad 04/05]

[Slowly healing nicely but its still bruised,they took out two bones on number 7 & 10

04/06]

[Feeling so much better 4/10. I know I am a couple of days behind but I have been spending time with Brian's family.]

[Looking alot better,My pain tolerable now  between 1 - 2 and the middle top of my mouth,my stitches are bugging me. I now have 4 stitches waiting to come out. 4/11] 

Will keep posting daily of my mouth =]

See ya tomorrow.

Continued...A terrible month of March

Brian went to his surgery doctor yesterday and we found out that his disk ISNT blown! Its broken so they have to go in there and take the broken chip and fix the disk and promised that when he wakes up he will no longer feel the pain in his leg =] So I am happy with that. His surgery is scheduled Tuesday morning. We are going back to the surgery doctor later this morning @ 10am for the surgery pre opt & find out the time. I am kinda nervous and happy at the same time because I cant be in there with him & I am happy because sounds like he wont be in pain anymore. Its been a really rough month for the both of us. Kinda ruined our sex life lol but I know and fully understand he is in serve pain with his leg.But he will have a full recovery and is expecting to return back to work in 7 to 10 days with restrictions for 6 months to a year.He is going to have Physical therapy to rebuild his muscles. I believe thats all the information I have until after 10am today. Thanks for all the support from my internet friends & real life friends and some of my family. We greatly appreciated everyone concerns & prayers.

Continued...A terrible month of March

Well we found out this morning from our family Doctor that Brian's L5 is blown and thats why the disk is putting alot of pressure on his nerves. He is scheduled to meet with Dr.Soo tomorrow afternoon for surgery. I am happy to hear from our Doctor that he wont to have surgery again later [hopefully]. Our family Doctor finally put him on some good medicine to ease up the serve pain he was having in his right leg. We are told it can take up to 6 weeks to a year for his back to fully heal but probably in 2 weeks he will be fine. I have enjoyed him being home with us. I got to do alot of things that needed to be done,Like my hearing test to get hearing aids finally after 7 years and I am having surgery done on my mouth as well. So its been nice to have him around accept we all have been losing so much sleep lol. I am hoping we will have baby girl back on her sleeping schedule.

Stacy & Danny [our wonderful next door neighbor] has supported us so much,They are great best friends we have ever had besides my bestie Tifferz =]. Seems like they are the only one who is supporting our needs and they are always there whenever we need to talk about whatever. Danny seems like he knows the answer to anything I ask. We are so grateful for them both. I am hoping once Brian's surgery goes good as planned we will be able to take them out to dinner to show them both how much we really do love them and thankful for them. I just wish our families would understand and support us during this time but I am probably the blame for not coming around due to the fact our families are dysfunctional lol.

I will post more once we find out whats going on tomorrow afternoon.

A terrible month of March

Well March sucks really bad for my husband...He usually have problems with his lower back 3 times a year but apparently this time its really bad. He was told by 3 different doctors that his hernia disk is erupted big time. We have been fighting all the doctors for answers til he finally went to Moore hostipal last Saturday morning when he finally couldnt walk without a fucking cane.He is literly fucked up on his right side.Thank God he finally got our family doctor authorizes for a MRI this morning @ 11:45am  at Southwest Medical hostipal. Hopefully they will fix him. I will keep everyone posted.All I know is he is tired of taking all these damn drugs and still being in pain.
I pray that he doesnt have to have surgery unless its needed! Anyways I will blog tonight after I know more later about the MRI.

Something I want my little loves to know

I want to be remembered as the one who always smile

even when her heart is broken, and the one who always

brighten up your day even when she couldnt brighten up her own. 

Happy Birthday to My Husband!

As the years passes us. I wanted to take the time to write this for him.

I love him so much,I realize I cant live without him. He's the BEST man I have ever have.

So I wanted to share the poem I have written for him & Hope you all see how lucky I am to have

him in my live =]

I want you with a passion.

I have never felt this way.

I crave you every second,

Every hour of my day.

I love you like no other has

or will ever again.

My heart is set alight.

At the mention of your name.

I hunger for your kisses.

Your taste,Your touch

and the warmth of your skin.

How I need it so much.

I love how you look 

When you're looking at me.

You light up my life.

You are all that I see.

You intoxicate me

with your smile and your love

For how precious you are.

You are all that I really love.

Happy 35th Birthday babe,

I love you then,I still love you now.You are the reason I am still around and fighting for what's rightfully mine =]

His beautiful heart

I lay my head on his chest.
I hear his heart beating.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I start to relax.
I listen to his heart beating.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I smile to myself.
I start to get lost in the beats of his heart.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

My other hand caresses his chest.
The world melts away around me.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I become transfixed on the sound of his heart.
All I can hear is…
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I melt into him.
He is mine, I am his.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

He caresses my arm.
Pulls me in closer to him.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

My eyes are closed.
All I hear is…
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

He talks to me.
I don’t respond.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I am gone.
No thinking.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

He thinks I am sleeping.
But I am lost in his heart beats.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I am at peace.
I am safe.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

Safe in his arms.
Safe in his heart beats.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

We are one.
All I can hear is…
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I am at rest.
I am lost in his heart beats.
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.

I never want to leave his arms.
All I want to hear is…
Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.